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KiA!!!!!!! [Sunday
April 5th 6:17am]
Happy Birthday!
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Happy New Year! [Friday
January 2nd 11:51am]
Well, its a new year and one of my resolutions ( don't tell anyone) is to post more on LJ! I hope everyone had a happy xmas and new years and didn't get too drunk! (*looks at X*). I'm sorta in a lull right now, not sure what I want to do with my life. Finding a decent job is hard in this market since I'm super picky. I am about friends too, I mean look who I hang out with! (Thanks for the cards you two, i'll send mine out soon, better late than never!)

So my parents got me like movie tickets, which is cool and all. But then they got me like free soda, and I don't drink soda? This is clearly a sign. Oh yeah, my bff (Not you KiA) like totally is going to India and apparently she's coming back married? I don't understand the whole arranged marriage thing. Isn't that a thing of the past and completely political? Me, i could not marry someone I did not love or have a healthy (or unhealthy!) attraction for. What do you guys think?

-Kiks
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Meh [Saturday
November 22nd 7:53am]
So.......

I hate jobs that go train you and pay you and then..

LET YOU GO FOR NO REASON. Gawd, I hate life sometimes. Someone give me a class in how to handle stupid job security. Please!!

In other news, surfthechannel.com wins! I love that site :) Like I missed every show this week (haha) and I was able to watch it the next day. Yay for that site.

Xmas is a coming! I'm so excited. My parents are disappearing for like a week. I might have some peace ( I hope so at least).

I woke up today and it was like 30 degrees. WHAT THE HECK! Not to mention, my pillow was on the ground. I don't remember that happening. So weird. Post something happy or funny, I'm in a funk.
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Uhh, like weird? [Monday
September 29th 3:08pm]
Wouldn't it be weird to like date who you thought was your half sister but really wasn't?

Wouldn't it be weird to want to be a writer but end up not wanting to be?

Wouldn't it be weird to like watch GH but when other tv shows start, you dont?

Wouldn't it be weird to not post in like 28 weeks but suddenly decide to post?

Wouldn't it be weird to postpone a book for a long time because someone else posted copies of it?

Wouldn't it be weird to know Kiki?

Don't answer all at once now.

<3
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Crazy and Tired! [Sunday
March 16th 2:38pm]
So, on Friday, I met one of my online friends for the first time. I've known her a long time and it was crazy fun but it was really hectic! I live like one hour from the airport so on Friday, I go at like 10 AM with my sis to go pick her up and then she's not there. I wait a long time, then we decide to go back. She calls me later, saying she landed like 4 hours later, cause her plane got held up cause of 1) Maintenance and 2) Air Force 1 landed at JFk so she was held up there for like 2 more hours! Arg! But I went back to go pick up and everything was dandy. She was pretty tired so we just hung out that day, and we went to dinner. Dinner had like a 1 hour wait but it was definitely worth it! She tried like one of those huge margarita things and she couldn't finish! Not to mention she takes pictures of ALL her food. It was freaking hilarious!

Saturday we were lazy and didn't leave for awhile. Then we drove up to San Francisco to do stuff! It was a LONG day! We took like a 40 min bus ride to the northern end, near the Golden Gate Bridge and Fisherman's Wharf and stuff. There are some NUTTY bus people. Anyways, went to Ghirardelli Square, had WAY too much Chocolate Ice Cream for our own good. We bought a daily bus/cable car pass. The cable car line for tickets was like 20 mins, and the actual line for riding it was like 3 hours so we decided to just walk around and show her the sights basically. We went into like every shoe and glass store, lol. It was really bad for both of us! We were SO tempted to buy so many things!

After that, we walked down market Street for like a LONG time lol. It's basically one of the big streets in SF where all the stores and people walk are. There was one place where there was 2 mCDonalds within like 100 feet. We took a picture of that :) Dumb fast food chains! We went to the new big Westfield Mall thing and like we looked for clothes. She tried on some stuff at a lot of designer stores but I guess either it was too expensive or she didn't want to carry it around. I wouldn't either! We were gonna meet up with some friends of mine but they sort of flaked on us, I yelled at them later :) Then we decided to to this place in Chinatown for dinner. So like, we were riding the cablecar and we stopped someplace and this CRAZY Taxi goes and just STOPS in front of us and drops off a passenger! WTF! It was on tape. That taxi driver was nuts, he would have been so smashedup ! The cable car conductor guy yelled at him and then we walked a few blocks to eat. It was a nice restaurant but it was in a real sketchy place. I'm always scared of SF. Like, one block is great, and then you can walk a block, and its really weird and odd and has lots of strange and sketchy people! We were gonna go clubbing but we weren't really dressed for the occasion so we just walked around a bunch, sorta just enjoying the limelight and th e SF environment. She loved it! Yeah, she had a 6 am flight so I had to wake up after getting back at like 1 AM at 4AM, drive her an hour, and then drive back. I don't know how I survived! I miss her already :( Hopefully, she'll be able to come see me soon! One day is TOTALLY not much time at all! Anyways, sorry for the long post!
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Long day! [Friday
March 7th 4:21am]
Hrm, so I had the longest day ever. So I'm trying to become an SAT tutor right. They call me, tell me to come in to take the math portion. I'm like, okay! 2 hours right? NO. Instead, they sit me down and tell me to take the whole freaking SAT I. Yes, like 5 hours. Not only that, I finish sections early sometimes and they still make me wait for the alloted time to be up before moving on to the next section! Ahh! What makes it worse was the girl next to me was texting to find answers and stuff. How you gonna cheat when you're trying to tutor! GEEZ! How low! If she gets the job over me, blah! Not to mention after 5 hours, the parking fee was TWENTY THREE Dollars! Yeah, that sucks right!

I think I have an OTH complex. Like, I love watching, watching clips, stuff like that. But I never get into deep conversations about it. I don't know. I guess Lisa is the only one that might understand this, if at all lol. I try to get as dedicated as her but I can't sit around for nine hours watching YT clips! <3 And she told me there's gonna be another season and I honestly don't know how I'd feel about that. CW(WB) shows like to go too many seasons when its better to end it (Charmed, for example.)

In a more serious note, I feel like I've been curling into a shell recently. Like my friends will ask whats up, but I won't really respond and elaborate to them. nothing IS really going on but I just feel myself backing away from my friends. I guess I just need someone daily to talk to about things. Anyways, feel free to comment. I'm not usually this analytical but I just read like eight million Christina entries! :P
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Someone shoot me! [Monday
February 18th 10:42am]
Well anyways, I got my computer fixed so OKM and LJ i can actually post on now. But this is more of a rant than anything.

So, being in a dire financial situation, I decided to try to get some quick money. Basically, a company sent me $3000 in checks and I was supposed to wire 2500 back and keep 500. What I did not know at the time was it was a scam and not only did the company I sent it back to get 2500, but the 3 1000 checks would later bounce. As a result, i am now $3000 in debt! Isn't life grand? Well, I guess I learn that there is no easy money in life. I suppose if I thought about it I wouldn't do it but I guess my mind clicked off or something! So I feel bad about the whole situation but what makes it WORSE is my parents remind me about it constantly. Like every waking moment. I had to scream at them the other night, crying, and breaking down, stating how bad I felt. At that point, t hey apologized. Gee, go figure. Kiki doesn't have feelings or something? Anyways, thats what is going on with me, and I just feel horrible. I'll write more later. Thanks for listening to the latest hour of Kiki, the Drama Show.

<3 you all!
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Uh oh! [Thursday
December 6th 10:09am]
Hi ya all.

First of all, sorry I haven't posted in ten years but no one reminded me!

So Kiki got in a car accident, for those that don't know. I was driving on the freeway with a friend and the car in front of me breaks suddenly, driving off after he/she breaks. I of course have to break and the car behind me swerves and hits me, making me turn all the way around and face traffic the other direction. So I'm a bit shaken up, but not really hurt. The woman rolls down her window and is basically freaking, asking me what to do. She calls her boyfriend, and like four mins later, he shows up trying to help her out. This is all fine but when I call the police and I call the tow truck, he tells the police that basically he witnessed the whole thing.

LIKE SERIOUSLY. HOW ARE YOU GONNA WITNESS THE WHOLE ACCIDENT WHEN YOU WERE CALLED AND DID NOT SHOW UP TILL LATER! Ugh! So basically I did everything to help the woman out and now, if i get blamed, I'd have to pay for damages. UGH! Some people in this world...

KiA! We need to talk about our little project, if you know what I mean!

I miss ya all. Hope you all have a Merry Xmas!

-Kiks
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A confused and angry Kiki [Tuesday
October 16th 2:21pm]
Okay, most of you know I'm pretty reserved most of the time, except when I'm making ALL of you laugh but for once, I think I need to make a serious entry so bear with me please.

Some of you may know that my parents and I don't really get along but we don't. I'm so stressed most of the time its really difficult to stay concentrated based on all the fighting that goes on. Even so, I've always had the belief that things would work out in the end.

So, last night, my mom pulls me aside and tells me she's basically going to Asia for at least a month, or maybe more. She doesn't know. And...she's leaving the next day. WHY CAN'T I GET MORE advance warning for this? Like seriously? Don't I deserve that much? She says she just needs time away from me and the family. I don't know how to process this. Am I supposed to be mad? Happy? Disappointed? Sad? What? I feel like I just want to hit something or act out in anger...but I don't feel like that would solve anything. To the few people I've told this to already, thanks for listening. I just don't know what to do..anymore about this. So if I'm cranky with any of you, I'm really sorry! I'm going through a lot. I just needed to write this out and tell my friends and hopefully, they'll be understanding!

-Kiks
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Life and the paths we take! [Tuesday
October 9th 11:35pm]
Thought I'd give ya all an update on whats up in Kiki land....if you're lucky, you may wish you're in it! (Did that make any sense lol) As some of you know, I got a new job. Nothing exciting, just some temporary thing, but it gives me some money! I work like 3-11 PM m-F so suffice it to say, I have weird sleep hours! But I can't complain really...its not too bad, even though its like a 40 minute commute one way!

I haven't had much opportuniy to relax/tv/listen to music really. Though I did watch B+S and that one show with those guys and Dylan McDermott, the name escapes me at the moment! Someone give me the name of the show! Between Lisa entertaining me with her RBD obsession, a lack of KiA, and fighting with parents, I have all I can handle at the moment! I am happy though, for the moment, so all is well! What's up with all of you? Hope you all are doing well! Comment on mine and I promise I'll comment on yours! *pokes you all*
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Break! [Saturday
September 15th 3:19pm]
So how come no one pesters me to post? You all are a disappointment! Yeah, so I haven't written anything in 3 months so here goes!

I've sorta decided not to go for school for awhile. I have lost motivation in doing it. It just seems so pointless plus I'm stressed beyond belief from parental pressures at home, so its really hard to concentrate! I actually did find a job though, a decent one. Its only for a month but basically I get to watch YouTube videos and mark them if they're infringing on Fox Shows or things like that. So I get to watch Ally McBeal, 24, Boston Legal, Buffy, shows like that on Youtube 40 hours a week and get paid! Too bad its only temporary! Is anyone jealous yet?! Haha j ust kidding :)

I feel really out of touch since no one goes to banditland anymore. Some of you need to keep more in touch with me! YOU KNOW who you are. Kiki is not very happy with some of you! *glare*

I don't know what I'm feeling right now. I'm happy for working, with some weird hours (2-10 M-F) but life wise, I don't know if I'm happy or not. I feel lonely a lot, and I just like I'm not going anywhere and I have no one to share things with, you know. On another NOTE, I probably will be visiting the Midwest of the US in a few months so if you wanna meet with me, let me know! Don't be scared, I'm not that frightening! I swear! How are ya all? Doing well I hope!

-Kiks
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Life. [Saturday
June 9th 2:10pm]
Just letting ya all know that I won't be around so much in the next few weeks, maybe a few weeks after that. Didn't want you all to worry. My internet is crapping out right now plus my parents went totally spaz on me last night so who knows where I'll be, or even if I'll have a roof to live under. I just thought I'd leave a few personal messages before I wouldn't talk to some of you for awhile:

X: I watched HP:GOF last night and like I was SO hooked haha. I couldn't get away from it so now I'm starting to read all the books! I know this will make you happy on some level. I just hope I won't become a nut like you! :)


Lisa: Thanks for the late night talks. They're always entertaining. Make up a nickname yet? :) Just keep it real, I'm sure you will lol. I'll be back, don't miss me too much! I'll need you to summarize OTH finale in case I won't have access to a TV!

KIA: What is there to say about you. You are my life, my soul, my BBFFO. I get truly lost without you, sometimes. I hope I'll be able to talk to you on occasion but in case I don't, always remember ILY *hugs*. I'll try to keep in contact somehow. Well, this is making me sad so I better end this entry. 3 entries in a week!? What!

Lol. Feel free to write me you all, I'll respond as quickly as I can, I just probably won't be online for any prolonged time. I love ya all!

-Kiks

PS To anyone thats not mentioned, its cause you don't post on my LJ, but if you do, you'll get a personal msg next time!
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PDA's (Public Displays of Affection) [Tuesday
June 5th 12:17pm]
I never post this much but I HAD to rant about this. But you all need some background first!

I had that tutoring job interview yesterday, and cause my car is broken, I had to take the bus. I thought it'd be a nice, short, enjoyable 30 min bus ride but BOY was I wrong. At this one stop, like FORTY highschool students got on, it was super packed. I'm like, "Okay, lets just do nothing, even if its packed." So I'm sitting back and like a guy and girl in the seat in front of me start making out! I'm like, what the heck! I figured they'd stop after awhile, but it was continuous for like a min. I didn't want to say anything but then they lean back, and the guy stretches his arm and dangles it close to me. That was NOT cool at all lol. But yeah, I got off the bus soon after that. It just disgusted me. Honestly, I do NOT mind Pda's if its holding hands, a quick kiss on the lips or cheek, or some other basic stuff but beyond that should not be tolerated! What's your opinion on this? Am I Crazy? (beyond normal Kiki craziness). Ugh! It still drives me nuts! Only Avery can do that!

-Kiks
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Yeah.... [Friday
June 1st 12:48pm]
So yeah...I guess I haven't updated in awhile. Lot of stuff been going on.

I'm on summer break for like ...two weeks. Great, huh? My sleep schedule is pretty messed up right now. I end up going to sleep anytime from like 11PM to 6AM and then I wake up at random times. I wish summer break was actually longer and then I have to go back to school. Whoever invented school should be shot!

So this week I had jury duty. I just had to phone in to see what time I had to go but I basically went to sleep at like 3-5AM every day, woke up at 10AM to call, and I freaking didn't even have to go in on any day! So.....dumb. America sucks like that!

I've been hanging out with my friends a lot. They're not always around so its fun. I watched Pirates, Spiderman 3, and Shrek 3. I liked them. Summer of triquels eh? Is triquel even a word? If it isn't, I claim it! On some random note, one of my good guy friends is like an admin on Wikipedia. I was watching him edit stuff, he is SO obsessed. He wakes up, edits an entry, does stuff. He comes back to his apartment, edits some, deletes some. Haha, I dunno, I just find it funny!

I think I may be losing touch with my online friends. Like Christina, Avery, Lisa, all those people I haven't talked to much. it's sorta sad. So if you read this, PLEASE talk to me. You're my family too! <3

Okay, about being nice. I'm seriously tired of this crap. I dunno about you all but I'm extemely nice to people (most of the time) and people COMPLETELY take advantage of it. They run all over you because they know you won't respond or won't stand up for it. Guys are so retarded. If they weren't necessary (for certain reasons), I'd SO not be interested.

Anyone watch OTH? MOUTH. That's all I'll say about that. This show is getting weird.

I've just been in one of those moody weeks. One day, I'll be high as a kite(not LITERALLY), the next day I'll be so moody, you don't want to hang around me. Someone helpppppppp. I don't think its something that can be fixed really and I'll freely admit I've been a bit depressed for some of the reasons above. Nothing that requires medication though! Don't worry.

I've gonna start tutoring next week. I get paid like $40 an hour. Nice, huh? I guess information and smart people are in demand. WHO KNEW!

-Kiks
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My birthday and assorting Kiki things! [Wednesday
April 25th 9:26pm]
Today is my birthday! YAY! I FINALLY got an IPOD from my parents. About time, lol. I haven't put anything on it yet but I'll do it tomorrow. I have to say this about my 24th birthday: It was fairly disappointing but enjoyable as well. Let me explain for you all.

Like ALL of my online friends (bandits, etc..) said happy b-day to me. That made me laugh and smile a lot :) But like NONE of my in real life friends said it to me. It sorta depressed me. But Avery and others cheered me up. So here's a short thank you list!


Avery: No words can describe how much I love you girl. Thanks for the wishes, the card, AND the banner. I honestly don't know what I'd do without you. Even though we've never met, I would do anything for you. Thanks for being there when others can't. ILY mucho!

Christina: Thanks! You're awesome too. You crack me up so much its not even funny. Well it is haha. Get it?! Your enthusiasm for HP makes me laugh and smile so much. Thanks for being the humor in my life.

Lisa: Late night sex talks lol. Let me know how our advice works out :) And thanks for the RBD song! YOu may yet get me hooked! ILY girl :)

Yeah that's pretty much it for now. For anyone else that gave me good wishes, thank you. I appreciate it so much! *gives big group hug*

-Kiks
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Vacation and Avery! [Thursday
April 5th 2:30pm]
Happy Birthday Avery! I hope you have a good one. I don't know what else to say but if anyone sees her, wish her a good one! :)

I'm on vacation in oregon visiting some friends. 20 hour bus ride up! But I'll fly back so it won't be so hectic! :) Hope everyone is doing well! Email or IM me please. I'm starved for attention!

-Kiks
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What! [Friday
March 2nd 3:23pm]
Okay girls, like.........I haven't posted in 5 weeks and no one has reminded me!? Tsk tsk, shame! You gotta remind a girl like me!

Life has been so up and down recently. Like, not a small up and down but HUGE waves of up and down. I'm grateful for my parents and all but like they drive me f'ing crazy! My mom rants to me about the weirdest things and then accuses me of raising my voice when I didn't! I need to start bringing in a tape recorder! AHH!

Well OC finished. Boo on that show. I had hopes it'd last longer but its okay. I liked the last eppy tho!

Did anyone watch the Oscars? I didn't really watch but I did notice some fashion stuff. Maybe its just me but i did NOT like Jennifer Hudson's attire! But there were some other nice tidbits (sorry lol).

School wise, it's going all right. It's not horrible, but it sure is a lot of work. Whoever invented essays and hw should be shot or something. Meh!

I don't know what people I told but like 9 months ago I got in a somewhat bad car accident and I barely survived. Anyways, they SOMEHOW determined it to be my fault and I went to online traffic school so I could get the citation expunged from my record. Now the DMv sent me a notice that its still on it! I called the court and they told me they didn't get the traffic school certificate and like Now i have to get it resent AND Write the judge to a court thats like half a state away! Blah!

Anyways, what's up with you all?! Lol. I talked to Lissie and i had the MOST fascination conversation about guys ever! /rant.

-Kiks
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Cleaning/OTH. [Thursday
January 25th 12:22am]
Anyone watch OTH tonight? Did they like it? What about random cookie throwing/making out. Weird. Who writes this stuff!

I HATE CLEANING. I've done like 4 hours of it for like 5 days in a row and I'm at most 2/3 done. Parents wanna redo all the windows so we can eventually sell this house so that means I have to clean the whole room. Like, i have to take down 4 walls worth of pics, clean my closets, desk, bookshelves, bed, etc. I gotta toss out all the junk, recycle what I don't want, give to my parents what I don't want but they DO want, and basically just clean a LOT. Now, I like being neat somewhat and I do clean a decent amount, but COME ON! This is f'ing ridiculous! UGH! Who cleans for half the week! This is SO not fun. Someone entertain me........pleaseeeeeeee!

I'm stressed. DUH! Blah! Off to sleep and stare at my naked wall.





-Kiks
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Drama Princess!? [Friday
January 12th 4:59pm]
Well, my grades came for the past semester and I did okay. i wanted to do better but there's nothing I can do about it. I talked to Avery about it and I guess I was a drama princess about it haha. I can't help it really. I need to overanalyze everything. Meh, how do I get rid of this attribute?

Vacation is coming to a close, boo. Like 2 weeks left. I hate how vacation like disappears. You snap your fingers, and BOOM! It's gone! Btw, I noticed I like to say meh. What are ya all's favorite phrases? POST and let me know! I know KiA likes hiddy :)

So, I don't have an IPOD yet but I do have like over 2000 songs on my computer, lol. I NEED ONE :( So many songs, too many to know what to do with. Me and Avery were both listening to Britney's "Lucky" recently haha. Don't we wish we were all stars?! If you don't get it, forget about it haha.

Short entry really. Nothing to say! Hope everyone is doing good!


-Kiks
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A very LATe post! [Friday
January 5th 6:25pm]
Well, if you all haven't noticed yet, not only am I a SUPER dork but I stink at updating LJ. I'm online a lot but never in the mood to post lol. Do any of you have spelling peeves? I think me and Avery do, but more me. Like I see a spelling mistake or a grammatical error, and I always have to correct people. Annoying isn't it!


I hope everyone had a great X-mas and New Years. I went to this wild New Year's party at my friend's house at Stanford. Wow. Some of them were drunk already when I got there and like there are tons of empty alcohol bottles already! I drank some south African wine, haha. It tasted like Tylenol. I didn't want to drink it all but my friend was like, "it's from south Africa. Don't waste it. Plenty of goats died for it!" I laughed so hard, lol. Later, we like tried to light Bacardi on fire and the floor LIT ON FIRE! OMG. We had to put it out. Then two gay guys came by and started talking to my friends and I randomly. CNN happened to be on and he was like, "Is it just me or do you just want to get into Anderson Cooper's pants?!" I laughed, cause it from like a guy so casually. Anyways, the rest of the night was sorta a blur, even from me sleeping, or drunk, or just whatever. I know I saw the ball drop though!

Break is awesome. I can sleep in forever and then watch soaps, something I never get to freaking do. OC got cancelled! *cries* Okay, I haven't even watched this season but its still sad. That show went poo poo when Marissa left, even though I didn't like her. POO POO, lol.

I'll try to update more, I suck at it, yep I know. I have a new favorite song or too. its Avril Lavigne's "Keep Holding on" and Carrie Underwood's "Whenever you Remember!" lol. So addicting.

To be more random I like to point out some weird fanatic people!

Iluvbeingme023: HP fanatic! I asked her about the title to the new HP book and after I saw an article of it releasing the title, I went to her LJ and like she already had posted about it. Then she said she checked the HP webpages...sorta like the soap hotsheets. LMAO!

Tidbit2008: ICON QUEEN! OMG. She does so much. Sometimes, if she didn't have to sleep, she wouldn't turn off her PSP. I swear!

Stay tuned for more information from the fanatic people from the brain of Queen Kiki!

-Kiks
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